I've always been someone to come up with very drastic decisions and go above and beyond what most people think they're capable of. Lately, I've decided to move out, quit my job, go on orders until I deploy, and join a body building competition.
wtf.
I've always wanted to move out of my parents house, but now that I'm packing up my room (which I should be packing up right now) I've realized that it's a big step towards the future. I know this is sort of weird, but I just have an overwhelming feeling of excitement and fear. It's sad (not gonna lie) about growing up. A lot of people always make decisions and talk about what they're going to do in life. Most of them, on the other hand, never do what they say. Why? No idea. What I do know, though, is that you have to push the fears aside and just go out and do it. If you're waiting for the perfect time to do something, you'll die first. There's never a perfect time to do anything in life. You just kinda do it. A perfect moment doesn't exist until you decide to act upon time and make it perfect. There's always gonna be that worry of "Oh my gosh, am I ready for this?" . Well, you are. You just don't realize it yet. You have to trust in yourself that you are capable of doing anything and everything you put your mind to. Your parents must have helped you on your feet somehow, right? They've put years into raising you become the person you are today. So trust in yourself, get out of the nest, and fly.
you'll kill it I promise.
xoxo
hailey
