It has been some time since I've last blogged! Life has been crazy lately. actually not really. but maybe a little.

I've been busy trying to get my head put back together. 

More like. I have had so many thoughts lately on E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. 

-I'm getting certified to be a lifeguard because that's what I want to do in the summer/ it's good to know CPR.


-I am going to get straight A's this term and I don't care what I have to do to get them.


-The ACT is coming up and it stresses me out every time I think about it.


-Setting up my classes for next year is crazy. What do I want to take? I want to get my associates before graduating. What do I need to do? Am I switching schools? What is best for me right now? What classes would be best?


-I want to take online classes. I want to raise my overall GPA and having a 4.5 would be ssiiiccckkk.


-I'm running a marathon in May. Training errday of ma lifffee.


-Trying to be better. I just have sort of gotten out of my place of peace and need to get back.


-Getting a job so I can buy a car


-Wondering if I should join track this year when I'm training for a marathon. Is that bad for my body? I want to do sprints and I absolutely love track, but I have the feeling that it's not a good idea. My coach told me he wants me running this year, but how am I supposed to tell him I can't when I really want to.


-Friends. Wondering if I should transfer back to my old school. BECAUSE I JUST REALLY WANT TO/DON'T. I think about it way to much. Every time I go visit my friends on my dads weekends I just love them too much and want to move, but then I come back up to my mom's and love it here. I love getting to know new people everyday and the variety of people. But, I still want to graduate with my BEST friends and all the people I grew up with. Then I think...what's the point? It's just school. I don't know..i love my friends up here, but it's still not the same.


-Trying to create better relationships with every person around me. I love people and I feel like I just need to be a better person. I don't know. I feel like I've been in some kind of funk lately.





There's just so much to do.

Plus, I've been trying not to have as many thoughts because if I'm going to have any kind of peace in my mind I have to not think so much. Just do.

Wish me luck!


-Hailey